Still pregnant, STILL!!!

Well it has started... the contractions that are false alarms, looking up every old wives' tale to induce labor, bouncing on a yoga ball, walking, driving on bumpy roads (none of that works by the way). It's almost as though the first 8 months of pregnancy are the growing part, and the last month is just waiting... And waiting..... And waiting.... And waiting.
Last night I got very emotional that I'd have to leave my oldest when we go to have this baby. I feel so bad that we may have to leave him in the middle of the night. It's so sad. It's exciting that we'd get another great little boy. And Sammy won't remember how scared he was when mommy and daddy were gone but I worry.
If we have no baby by Thursday (I doubt we will) I have another doctor's appointment and he said we may discuss induction then. The end is near! The end is near!